I am a fool

Why would I beg? More importantly why would I think it would matter?

January 2012

Well folks the last year of our existence is here, or according to the Mayans anyway. I refuse to even start thinking about what this year will bring or get all giddy with possibility. Lessons learned... However, I do have some plans, well plans might be a strong word perhaps I should say ideas for this new year. I have lived my life being a good daughter, a good wife, a good girlfriend, a good employee and so on for 41 years.I am kind of sick of living for every one else and I think that it is high time I start being a good self. I am going to treat my body, my mind and my heart better starting this year. I have a job that I love with people that I simply adore. I have some good friends that i trust to the ends of the earth. In 2012 I will endeavor to laugh alot, live alot, and enjoy being me which after all is a pretty good thing to be.