It's been nearly a year, really??

So basically I suck at remembering to write in my little blog. It has been nearly a year since I wrote anything. I'm sitting here at work and thinking about my life and wondering about the future. I went home to Kentucky to visit and now home is all I can think about. It's such a weird feeling since I hadn't even considered that place home for the last twenty years. I felt as if I had left there and been forgotten but it seems that isn't the case. Do I think I could go back there and create a life? Would it be trying to recreate a life that I had ? What's there that is pulling me back? So many questions.